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Save The Silver Lining!

category: media,projects | 03/16/2010 | c3mments
 
Everyone who knows me knows how I feel about The Man. And most agree… The Man needs to be taken down a peg or five. Well guys, looks like The Man is at it again.
(this will probably only effect you if you’re an adventure gamer, but read on anyway if you love me. lol)

So, for the past 8 years I’ve been following an online group called Phoenix Online. These people are fans of an old adventure game series long abandoned by the powers that be called Kings Quest. The game ended with an unsatisfactory cliffhanger and a mediocre excuse for a game called Mask of Eternity. Mediocre? Well, let’s just say they took it in an entirely different direction, with an entirely different character, entirely different looks… and they added a crappy battle system. It was horrible.

Phoenix Online decided then to make their own ending after it was more than apparent that the series had been long abandoned in favor of “more popular” things. Kings Quest 9 began production and was 4 or 5 years into development when it was shut down by Vivendi Universal… the new owners of Sierra works.

As you can imagine, the folks involved (and the fans of the project) were horrified. But did they lie down and take it? Um, NO!

A movement called “Save KQIX” began, and spanned over several months. Petitions were flooded, mass emails were sent, letters were snail-mailed, groups protested. It was beautiful. And while most people believe that these groups never accomplish anything, we did. In fact, a few months into the campaign, Vivendi graciously decided to grant Phoenix Online a fan license to complete their project under a new name: The Silver Lining. Pretty cool huh? Well, that’s just part I of the drama so don’t be too pleased yet.

A short while back, Activision became the new owner of the copyright label… and guess what. >.< Yup, you guessed it! They revoked the license. And the even harsher thing? They not only requested production be halted, they’ve ordered that everything (including the forums for the website) be torn down! Like they want it to seem like the project never existed or something!

Anyway, as you can imagine, the community and myself are all pretty upset about the whole thing. But hey, campaigning worked before, so why not try again, right That’s where this post comes in.

I have a few websites here that I wanted to post for your consideration. If you’re a Kings Quest fan who already knows about this fan project, a gamer in general, or simply a person who is fed up with corporate greedy bastards bullying everyone around them, please consider taking a few minutes of your time to put your names down for these. I’d appreciate it, and Phoenix Online will definitely appreciate it:

http://savetsl.co.cc – This is the website for the main campaign. You’ll find everything you need to know about this campaign here, so this should be your first stop if you wanna help. There’s a form letter already written and ready to send. The more emails this company gets, the better. All you have to do is click a button.

http://tsl-game.com – This is the main page for the project… as you can see, it’s already been stripped down to the bare essentials to keep the community in touch with each other. Join the community if you wanna talk to the members of the campaign directly! They’re cool people and they don’t bite. :)

Let’s show Activision who’s boss. This project was not harming them. In fact, this entire act shows me just how low a company will go for an extra dollar. This infuriates me to no end. I have half a mind to mail them a handful of my fan art and fan-fiction I created based on Kings Quest back when I was 14 and ask them if that warrants a C&D letter. Heh…

Cant… stop… writing!!!

category: projects | 02/13/2010 | c3mments

Haha, this has been so crazy. I promise to get a bunch of stuff done, and then the damn power goes out like, three different times for a minimum of 6 hours each time.

But that sure as hell didn’t stop me from writing!

Basically, I did all of my homework, and all of my leftover muse energy went into something I thought was long dead: my fanfiction!

In a two-day span, I added three chapters to Labyrinth Revisited and drafted a possible ending for the story. I’m so excited… it’ll be the first story I actually finish (one-shots don’t count) and if I can finish my fanfiction, I know I can finish a real fiction.

So please head over and read if you’re a Labyrinth fan! The link to my fanfiction portal is http://fanfiction.net/~vampirateloyal

A layout for this site is also being worked on. I was planning to do some webwork for the college paper, but yet ANOTHER delay has settled in, so I have plenty of time for DTL now… provided the power stays on.

Later guys!

Soo… since I won’t be going anywhere…

category: projects | 02/05/2010 | c5mments

Seriously, I think I might as well build myself an igloo, maybe sled down the hill a few hundred times. If it’s gonna snow and I’m going to be here the rest of the semester, might as well have some fun with it, right?

So yes, it’s about a foot deep outside and probably still going. I must take some pictures since this hasn’t happened in Virginia since I was about 8 or 9 years old! Heh, if I were that old again, I would so be in heaven right now…

But those days have passed, I’ve played through just about every adventure game I have, I’ve done almost all of my homework and then some, and I’ve written down ideas and toyed with Photoshop until FINALLY awaking my hibernating muse. She’s not happy, but when I get a few more cups of caffeinated beverage into her, we’ll be ready to go.

I’m tired of this layout. I want another one. A better one! One that has a more organized look and a simpler color palatte. I’ve finished with one idea, but I’m not sure how I feel about it just yet. I’ll have to style it up and turn it into a header before knowing for sure.

Another thing I’d like to accomplish: CONTENT! Buttons, sprites, icons, something! I wanna CREATE! *crazy, artistic maniacal laughter*

And finally, I want to create an honest-to-blog wordpress site. I want EVERYTHING to be wordpressed. It’s just so much easier that way, don’t you think?

Soo if anyone needs me, I’ll be at the helm! Show me that horizon…

Day Off

category: life,media,projects,update | 11/06/2009 | c2mments

Today was a great day. I didn’t have to set my alarm… for like, the first time in WEEKS (I can’t even remember for sure) I didn’t have to go to work, I didn’t have any immediate schoolwork to finish, and I’m (for the most part) caught up with my reporting duties. I decided to use my time to my advantage, so as a result, you’re looking at a brand new layout!!!

Do you ever worry about losing your touch? Like, when you haven’t had a chance to code in a while… you wonder when you start working on it whether or not you’re gonna come up with anything good. Well, today I actually surprised myself. It usually takes me a couple of days to do something like this, but this layout only took a few hours of my afternoon. And now I can sit back, relax, post a blog and then watch a pre-taped episode of Vampire Diaries. Life is good. :)

Whew… a lot of changes have happened for me lately… changes I don’t feel comfortable talking about here. But I’ve walked away from a lot of recent happenings with a more cool outlook on my life. Everyone who knows me knows that I have a bad habit of overdramatizing a situation. Now, I’m not saying that I’m over that now (not by a longshot!) but I feel like I’m starting to calm down and not make such a huge deal out of every little thing that happens to me. I’m really glad about that too, because it’s one of the things I’ve always hated about myself.

Tomorrow I have a trip with my college’s outdoor club. It’s an all-day geocaching trip (yay!) and I plan on taking a lot of pictures. My flickr account is set up, as you may have guessed by clicking on my little picture links, but I’m about full with my free space, so I’ll have to upgrade before I can do more. But you’ll hopefully see some more stuff soon. I’m getting into the features of flickr, and can’t believe I relied on myspace for so long to manage my albums.

This is gonna be a good winter… I can feel it. ^_^

Graduation… woah.

category: projects,school | 10/28/2009 | c2mments

So I’m in the process of filling out and sending in my application for spring graduation. O_O It feels pretty unreal to me, since it seems like I’ve been pursuing this degree for forever. This also means that I need to start looking into scholarships so that I can transfer to the university… wow I feel like such a grown-up! XD  

Is everyone as psyched about Halloween as I am? The party is tomorrow (yay!) and I’ve signed up with PTK to volunteer in addition to writing the article (and photographing the event!) so I’ll be fairly busy from the moment my alarm buzzes. I wish I wasn’t so nervous… I just know I’m going to either take horrible pictures, forget to note something important, or trip myself over my costume (it reaches pretty closely to the ground).

Anyway, class is letting in soon but I felt like writing a little something. We’re getting ready to be schooled on the meaning of “The Scarlett Letter”, which is by the way, an amazing novella. Hester’s strength and character is so inspiring. I could have done without the Custom-House introduction, but other than that I thoroughly enjoyed the reading. Geez college is so fun. ^_^

Wow… I actually have limits. What the hell?

category: life,projects,school | 10/20/2009 | c1mments

I’ve always prided myself in being able to rise above anything life throws at me. I mean I get hit with wave after wave of bullshit, I bitch about it for a little while, then I kick it in the face and move on. Apparently even I have my breaking point, and I think I discovered it today.

Has anyone ever had a day where they woke up and just felt that things just weren’t right? Well, that was me. I started off my day with about three hours of sleep. I woke up, took my shower, zombie-walked to the car (luckily driving wakes me up) and made it to class, only to (think) that class was cancelled today. I waited around for a bit and then, realizing that no one was going to show up, I went home. Wonder of all wonders, I get a text message and find out my professor did, indeed have class and that my entire classroom missed it. Had I stayed where I was for another five minutes or so, I wouldn’t have yet ANOTHER absence on my record.

This is probably what set the tone for the rest of the day. I fiddled around on the computer at the lab for a bit, getting the materials I needed for my online classes, and went home (where I found the text and stomped around my bedroom for a bit letting out the billowing steam that wanted to shoot from my ears like a boiling teakettle.) I worked on math for a while, until it gave me a headache, and attempted (but failed) to concentrate on my sociology because everything around me felt so loud. O_o

I attempted a nap, but that didn’t work. Noise noise noise. Sometimes I wish I could give my sense of hearing up in exchange for a few more cells of short-term memory. Then again, I would definitely miss my Marilyn Manson and the sound of Johnny Depp’s pirate talk (oh that so convinces me that hearing is good. Disregard the eardrum rant!) I ate some dinner, played with teh kitteh for a bit, then headed back to school for my night class, missing my boyfriend by about thirty minutes (he reached home the same time I reached the lobby. *sigh*)

Class starts. It’s your typical ho-hum. I’m sneaking math problems in and growing more and more frustrated by the minute, feeling more and more overwhelmed, so I step back and decide to just make a list of what I have to get done this week. Bad move. Three tests, more reading than my brain will ever be able to process, and to throw on top of the mess, my Psych teacher then announces a midterm reflection AND a group project, which up until an hour ago was also up to me to type out (again, thank you Robert).

A phone call after class from Brian saying that he’d slept in and would be late to pick me up finally placed me over the edge. I couldn’t wait on him because I had to go home and study, I was completely in shock about how piled up I’ve let my schoolwork get, I started thinking about work and the Collegian and all the other stuff that’s lined up for the week, and I dunno. I just freaking snapped.

For those who reach their breaking points, a moving car may not be the best place to let it all out. I came close to hitting like, three cars tonight on my way home because I’d cried to the point where my eyes had swollen halfway shut. It was utterly humiliating and I couldn’t believe I was carrying on like that, but it just felt soooo good to let out everything. Has anyone else ever done that? Cried like hell just to feel better? I swear, it works.

Anyway, breakdown is over (for the most part) and I’m off to sleep before the madness begins tomorrow. I have a feeling that I won’t have a lot of time for this place for the rest of this week, but I’ll try to post at least one or two more blogs before the week is out. It’s such great therapy.

… oh and side note, I tried writing chapters for some unfinished stories in my fanfic archive, and I’m really getting back into the storylines. Next free moment I plan to finish the Labyrinth: Revisited chapter and post it up. I really want to finish it. It’ll prove to me that I can finish a short story. You would think that as a writer I would have done that already, but the sad truth is that I flit so much it’s hard to stay focused on one story long enough to finish it. Just one more thing on my self-improvement to-do-list.

Blarh…

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